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18 July 2012 @ 07:47 pm

Hi there, I just thought i would take the chance to tell a little about myself. 

I'm Markie. I'm sixteen and I'm a Bulimic/Purge Type Anorexic. My disorder consumes me completely and fully. I also have Major Re-occurrent Depression and Panic Disorder but they are not life threatening now, are they? I know that i'm in great danger, that i might even be dying but it doesn't really sink in. Is anyone else in my situation? I would love to get in contact with other bulimics and anorexics and offer support and meaningful conversation. Get in contact with me please 

Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
skinnieloveskinnielove on July 19th, 2012 06:15 pm (UTC)
pro ana :)
Hey! I just joined LJ and yours was one of the first posts I saw under a pro-ana community. I'm also in Ohio! Columbus to be exact. Are you anywhere near here? I've met a lot of friends through online communities like PrettyThin.com and MyFitnessPal.com but I've never met another person who lived close to me. Hope all is well :)

st0mach_acidst0mach_acid on July 19th, 2012 06:24 pm (UTC)
Re: pro ana :)
I live in Zanesville about 45 minutes south east from columbus, thanks for getting in contact with me (: I just joined too btw
skinnieloveskinnielove on July 19th, 2012 06:36 pm (UTC)
Re: pro ana :)
Oh we're pretty close! Let me know if you ever want to chat. I've been diagnosed anorexic for a few years now... It's a constant struggle but I'm nowhere near considering recovery. I feel like its not that bad anyway... most of the time. I saw your post about "Her"... and it reminded me of my sister. I'm pretty sure my sis is the reason I have an ED in the first place... and everytime I meet up with her its a HUGE trigger for me :(
st0mach_acidst0mach_acid on July 19th, 2012 07:14 pm (UTC)
Re: pro ana :)
that's how i feel about this girl that goes to my school. She's done some bad shit to me like kissing my boyfriend at the time and always one upping me... she even used to BRAG about not eating around me.. and when i told her i thought i had an eating disorder she went off on a tangent about how bad she had both anorexia and bulimia in middle school and how she was SOOOO sick and in the hospital even though we were friends in middle school and I don't remember ANY of this! She's a total bitch but she triggers me soo soo much
britty_pro_anabritty_pro_ana on July 28th, 2012 12:40 am (UTC)
Re: pro ana :)
I have a hoe bag like her that I go to school with. Trust me keep your class and other people might think she oneupping you, but really she's so far under you its cra! Clearly your boyfriend didn't open his eyes and see what a beautiful girl he had right in front of him. Guys like easy and it seem she's as easy as they gett. I don't know her and all but she sounds like a dirty, sick ,twisted person. Oh yeah hi my name is brittany and I'm new on this sitee. :) I have had Ana for three years
st0mach_acidst0mach_acid on July 28th, 2012 01:32 am (UTC)
Re: pro ana :)
Yeah, she can be pretty bad but i'm starting to forgive her. i mean, i'll never be able to trust her again but i cant carry all that hate around with me you know?